Yo, I deleted everything...
But I'm still stuck with the memories.
I have a broken smile,
I'm not happy I just pretend to be.
Angry and full of jealously.
Hate me, but just remember me.
Feelin' a lack of energy, latchin' on to what you said to me.
"We'll last forever."
Well that's a fuckin' lie.
'Cause if it was true you wouldn't be fucking another guy.
An' especially when we barely broke up the other night.
Like what would you do to me, girl you started another fight.
You blame me..
Every since you left, you don't know what been through.
'Cause I been so depressed, an' there's nobody to vent to.
There's no heart in my chest, for me to forgive you.
'Cause I be dating a slut, that's how everyone depicts you!
'Cause everyone knows what you did, an' thats the worst thing.
What's worse is that I'm trying to chase you after how bad you hurt me.
My friends say "Jonathon give this bitch up" but their words are not working.
It's just when we broke apart, a piece of my heart got buried.
I miss you...
Sayin' I didn't would be lyin'...
And I'm sad 'cause you're happy now with this other guy.
An' time to time...
I reminisce our times.
You move forward...
You left me behind.
I ask myself, "how could I be so blind?"
Now I'm heartbroken...
And you are doin' fine.
I drink myself to sleep, an' then I drink again.
I wake up to nothing, and you wake up to him.
An' it's that same dude, that was your best friend.
Yeah just your best friend, fuck it, now you're fuckin' him!
You never did love me.
You put everyone above me.
You made me feel like I wasn't shit, and you don't disgust me.
See, when I lost you,
I lost my greatest something.
But guess when you lost me...
It's like you lost nothin'.