Laid out before me.
My broken reflection hauntingly stares back,
As once again I pick up the pieces of my mind.
And I know what is done.
The smaller pieces lost.
They used to be large,
But now they are gone.
Just empty splinters embedded in my mind.
Causing me pain, I grimace in awe at the overwhelming pain.
Caused by what I've lost, by what has been destroyed.
From my wounds of sorrow,
I watch the blood run.
A release of my self-hate,
And still the blood flows:
With each scar comes a memory of pain.
Though it's hard to tell now, they all look the same.
Awaiting the day when my blood is no more,
Maybe then the pain will be gone.
I await my death with both relief and with fear,
I sense that my shattered mind knows it is near.
[Lyrics - Greg. 9/1993]
- Only Hate (Baresark)
- The Noise Of Depression
- Lamented Despondency
- Eradification (Of Thorns)
- Awaiting My Death
- 1. Bereft
- 2. Psychotropic Transgressio..
- 3. The Noise Of Depression
- 4. Morphia
- 5. Dissident
- 6. Esoteric
- 7. The Laughter Of The Ignor..
- 8. Passing Through Matter
- 9. Creation (Through Destruc..
- 10. Cipher